Fall in love with catchy phrases and the smell of earl grey tea
Take forty steps to the store upstairs or splash pink and blue on my black hair
Scream in the midnight wind of my troubles or gaze at the lighted sky wishing i could prosper in double
Wish that hurt flies away or the tears reverse back to where theyre from
Pray for solace and comfort, free comforting hugs and genuine pardon
Sleep for hours to avoid facing reality
Hold back my curses for the sake of retaining sanity
Initiate smiles just to end up dissapointed and talking to myself in the storm of being lonely and hurt.
I dont fit in, my mindset differs
If i were shallow in everything only then i am preferred
Deemed as stupid and unfit for this norm
My heart is seared everytime i hold back a tear in my dorm
They dont care and they never will
They will save themselves from all hardship and ill
When being selfish is really the only choice, suppress your creativity and shoo away your rainbow thoughts
