Pride, was hazed
The compliments made him daze
He was strong, far more than you thought
He had the mind and physique to be blindly fought

Every shadow falls down on a creek
Yet his foundation was solely his feet
He kept his heart strong he saw no thunder
He always thought lightning would fear and crouch under

As a boy he saw, he listened and learned

He never gave in to the bad side to burn

He was good, at heart, soul and doing

He treaded carefully to make sure he wont plunge into ruin

She smiled sweet and her skin was beige

For once in his life he didn’t feel like a sage

She made want to explore himself further

The flutter of hearts, oh theyre all of a dither

First loves are deep, first breaks cut the core deep

He was naïve to see that she was using him for short glee

Why was he sad, they were supposed to be in love?

Alas dear boy she never was.

Shes the matured, smarter breed of fear

And you were still the young boy cooping in insecure , mere

Your pillows got soaked your eyes started to burn

Oh why oh why does fate seem to turn

All but happiness was what I yearned

My heart sliced with a dagger, a slice that burnt

The sharp pain and empty feeling

I lost my first thing in life that was leading

Am I really no good at what im doing?

Hush darling boy, youre only fifteen.

He grew well, he built himself slowly

On the outside his muscles screamed masculinity

His gaze pierced into a girls eye like fire

He kept his morals, he would use testosterone only hereafter

He was an eye candy, that smile and gaze to die for

A body that the Adam himself would have an eye for

It was hard work, determination and discipline

He fell back many times but eventually risen

He thinks back sometimes on that caramel coloured love that he once was smitten by

He sits down by himself and still ponders why

All he wanted was a good life to pass him by

Now he understands, in being alive there are many times you die.

For Hema, 

23.04.15, 2345 hrs//